REALLY SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IDK WHAT THE MEANING OF THESE ALL

*SIGH*

My Zodiac-Virgo

處女座有時很憂鬱。也許在外表上嘻嘻哈哈，

但當自己一個人的時，也許會故意找傷心的事回憶。

感嘆命運的悲慘，然後第二天再抱著飽滿的精神，面對朋友們。

那種氣氛也許是可以營造出的，悲慘給自己的脆弱找個理由，

告訴自己可以堅強，的確很堅強至少不願讓別人看到眼淚。

處女們不愛說話，外表冰冷高傲讓人無法接近。

他們似乎是天生的悲觀主義者，因為理性的完美主義，

而瞻前顧後他們總是低頭默默地自卑，卻永遠沒有害人的勇氣。

他們絕對不會在你困難的時候，離你而去。

會堅強的陪你度過難關他們在面對痛苦挫折的時候，

往往勇敢得令人佩服。

處女愛一個人的時候真的是“死了都要愛” 

充滿羅曼蒂克的愛情藏在內心深處，一但你通過考驗，

他決定付出時，壓抑的情感都將爆發出來，他會變得積極而大膽。

所以能被處女座選中的人是很幸福的，只要你是真的誠實知性負責。

那麼處女座人寧願犧牲自已也不會勉強所愛的。

處女為人知性，冷靜，理智顧全大局知性的代表

面具下處處們也是很敏感的，又多疑還超級的悲觀。

神經纖細甚至還有點神經質。

像個孩子一樣只要一感覺到不安全了，就會內心彆扭糾結。

表面看起來對很多事情都不在乎，其實內心糾結得要死，

需要別人哄著逗著。

處女對任何事都要求過高，極其挑剔。

但實際上處女本身也是最沒底，最矛盾的人。

外表強悍到沒人真正敢融入進去，他需要很多關愛。

需要有一份堅定的安全感來鞏固內心的不安。

處女最大的毛病就是缺乏安全感。

就因為常年把自己保護得死死的，

處女內心就是希望有一個人能看穿他全部的脆弱。

喜歡在傷心的時候，聽傷心的歌。

喜歡在開心的時候，和在乎的人分享常常口是心非。

想拒絕卻開不了口，朋友挺多，但懂的不多。

不喜歡主動聯繫別人，但絕不是不在乎。

不喜歡欠別人，也不喜歡別人欠自己。

很安靜也可以很瘋。

不要覺得他沒心沒肺，他只是對很多事看得很開。

處女的情緒，來自內心深處。

所以一旦發洩出來，就會像火山爆發一樣一發不可收拾。

所以處女需要與了解自己的人在一起，

這樣才可以每隔一段時間就抒發一下自己的心事，

把悶在心裡頭的不愉快全部掏空。

對處女而言，抱怨是有益健康的。

請愛處女的人接受他偶爾吐吐苦水發發牢騷

so fit to me, wth

and every quotes say that virgo is born to be pessimist one

but i also found :

处女座:代表幸福

virgo represent HAPPINESS

Windy Christmas Day

probably in some countries like america, japan or somewhere else are snowy, but in my city , it was windy for all the day ! and last night it was a rainy christmas eve

but it wont affect me too much, cuz i dont celebrate christmas, hahaha

i suppose to be at singapore for today and yesterday with dewi and him, but my holiday had been cancelled cuz he was sick. 

we want to go there indeed to feel the festive atmosphere at orchard! but also lucky we arent there, cuz i am sure it will be loaded by people and stuck on the road (last last year i haveexperiene it with my cousins, the light was awesome but it was tired ! but i think we have some thing like took a bus it will be better)

so this is what i do at the xmas eve :

yes ! nail art again, hahaha

i redo the design from cutepolish, i just LOVE her design especially this 

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candycanee! HAHAHA

and among my 5 fingers, the most satify and most perfect one is my thumb!

do you think so? :p

(cuz the other the stripes are too thick and the angle was different between another one)

BLINK Stamping Nail Art

as u know i have bought the BLINK Stamping Nail Art before, and finally, it works !!

this is the third time i tried for it, because at the first it didnt stamp nicely on my nails

hahahaha

so i am super happy cuz i can do my nail art easily and fast now

i bought it from NailArtDecoration (u also can visit them on facebook, Diva Cresent Shop)

they sold the original polish and all are in the ready stock so u dont needto wait for 2-4 weeks (this is also the reason why i visit there for shopping again)

and if you want to find about the nail stuff, they are really complete from the nail care, polish and also the tools, and they also have the tutorial about the product which really good for the beginners like me, 

i choose m63 and m44 as the plate and pick the black and purple for the polish, actually i didnt buy the whole basic kit, i bought the promotion one which have 2 plate, 2 special polish, 1 stamp and 1 scrapper , it only costed Rp108.000,- they also gave me the free clear top coat

i think the plate holder is not really needed , so thats why i choose the promotion one, more affordable for me :p

so i am gonna tell u, how to use the BLINK Stamping Nail Art and some reason why the design cant stamp nicely on the nails ( i believe some ppl met the diffuculties when use it, or if only me, so that means i stupid lo, HAHAHAHA) and also u can create some creative design with some techniques

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so lets start!

 1.First, u must keep your nails clean ( u just can do it with remover, but dont use the oily remover, cuz last time i use the remover contain the milk and it didnt work), if your nails are oily it wont work. And dont forget to clean your stamp and the plate with remover too.

2. Second, use the base coat to protect your nails from polish, and paint the solid pink to your nail (actually is up to u, but here i am using pink , or u even can stamp on the nail directly without any base color)

3. Then prepare the plate, choose which design u gonna stamp it, and here i choose the dots one

okay it is blur, i dont own a good camera TT

apply  the special polish evenly to the plate

then

scrap it !

remember when u scrap it, your scrapper is on the 45 degree 

then use the stamp , to get your design

stamp it on your nail

(after u stamp it u can use your finger to push the edge of your nail to keep the design nicely)

maybe sometime u will find it is hard to transfer the design to your nail or u cant stamp on the right position, but u can do it easily by rotating the scrapper throught your finger, it doesnt a matter if the design stamp on the side of your nail, just remove it later with the polish remover using cotton, moreover practice make perfect :)

4. Finally, add the top coat to add the shines and protect the design from chipping away

how? it is nice?

come and quick get this funky design on your nails with the BLINK Stamping Nail Art for this season

if u still dont really clear, just click HERE for the video tutorial :)

and have another technique that i think is easy for u

u can sponge the polish to the tip of your nail ( u can use 2 colour to made the contrast)

it will create some cool effects, after that, stamp the design on the tip of your nail then add some fimo

and it also cute! try it !

study diary ep1

she cant express her own feeling in a succint way. in the past, she used to be a gregarious person. but now she only spends her days with sedentary activities.it was caused by a reprobate woman, the woman incited everyone to hurt her. it crushed widely in her heart, just like an epidemic, leave the impact though it was over.

she thinks and is in a contemplative mood. finally, she decides she must behave integrity to herself and becomes more meticulous in choosing friends. she must prompt herself to do something ingenious, no longer wasting time in the awful memories in order to change or begin a new life. though she is in the impecunious condition and will having a lot of difficulties in future

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what i am feeling now

Memorable Anniversary ♥

so still remember about my editing stuff? hahaha

so actually i made this

haha, i folded the hearts and strawberry , so thats why i called it HEARTFULLY STRAWBERRY JAM, HAHAHAHA (so mushy :p)

so it is how it looks like at the end

quite cute isnt it? hahaha

btw, the black rope , i using the tissue and use the black spidol to colour it, hahhaha

come to the next day (sunday)

actually our anniversary is first december

but  it was on Thursday, i got the tuition and he couldnt drive car, so we decide to celebrate on Sunday

this is me after make up, dressed up and setted up hair

my hair looked nice, but when i stepped out my room it always turns messy

no matter how i arrange it and put how many wax (haiiih)

then he pick me at my home

guess what? i made this for me

STRAWBERRY DIP CHOCOLATE !!!

(which he made for me on vday)

i always ask him to made again, because, he doesnt let me know what chocolate he used

and finally he made again !!! HAHAHAHA

i was super excited and happy

it looks delicious under the sunshine, hahahhaha

i usually keep the box that he gave me, but i dont know how to keep it cuz he wrote the words on the cardbox, and i also cant wash it =.=

we went to MegaMall to watch PussInBoots (i really love it ><)

it really is a good and fun movie to watch

when i wacthed the movie , i also ate the strawberries XD

it is he when driving the car

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after watching the movies we decided go to obonk for our dinner

at the first , we planned go to the bus restaurant ( i dont know the name) but in this impecurious state, we went to obonk in the end, hahaha

and guees what again? i have another present !

and i was so excited with the present while he hardly move out from the carpark and i didnt notice there is a car behind us 

i really thought that he didnt prepare anything, he aroused me to think that he didnt care a lot

here the picture we took at obonk

so dark

both of us wear glasses

it is the scenery of batam

he had ever brought me on vday, and it absolutely impressed me, i never thought Batam has the beautiful scene

but this time it didnt so pretty :( they are so dark
this is the most dissapointing one
last time i could see the Pasifik Hotel 's lamps
and it was just like a ship at the galaxy, it was a MIRACULOUS view

maybe they turn off many lamps, hahahaha
but nevermind :) that scene has saved in my mind permanently
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this is the card he made for me

u mad?? HAHAHAHA

this is the part that i fond most because..

i can be flipped out, hahahah, how creative he is


i took the photo when i arrived home

that is an photo album
the reason why he gave me photo album because once a time, when we walk around in gramedia, we saw many that kind of photo albums, and they really impressed us, the design is so creative, and it was made in Indonesia ! (proud of that)
and he told me, we can buy one of them, and fill in with our memories, hahaha
and at the first i want to made for him a suprising box that can be a photo album too
we got the same thought >,<


i really thnks to him, he gave me all i want
THANKS FOR THE MEMORABLE ANNIVERSARY ♥

Give away goodies bag from Rene Memory List

i just found this when i was surfing in facebook

and i read this faboulous give away goodies bag from Rene Memory List which is sponsored by Maybelline

and i decided to get participate with it cause it is open internationally :D

so im gonna try it, and who knows i will win for it :p

lets see what is in the goodies bag :

1. Maybelline's Total Clean Absolute Makeup Remover

2.Maybelline's Hello Kitty x Volum' Express Mascara

3.Maybelline's Lip Sentional Lipstick

4.Maybelline's Baby Lipbalm

wow, so many things ! how awesome is it !

 the Hello Kitty x Volume Mascara, so cute ! wanna own it >,<

and it is the Mybelline's Baby Lipbalm

one of the conditions for win the goodies bag is to post about it, so if you interested with this, just visit Rene Memory List (she has the awesome blog, i love to read her blog)

for Irene : if you read this post, pick me as the one of the winner ! :P

and sorry for stealing your photos 

hahahhaha

First Anniversary Gift

1/12/11, our first anniversary :D (time flew fast and i didnt realise it)
at the first, i planned to make suprising box, but i can find any material in here TT, if buy online, it cost a lot!(cuz the shipping fee)
and many unhappy things happened, so i got no MOOD to do it !
in the other hand, seems like he doesnt prepare anything at all (haiiiih :/)
so i think no need to prepare
but i re-thought again, i must did something for the remarkable moment
whatever he made something for me or not, if i do love him, i cant care about those
just do what i want for him :)
at least for the next next anniversary or in future, i got some memorable and cute thingy
hahahahhaa so i made this,

 

bruahahahaha can u guees it what it is?

wait for my post !

(btw, i feel very proud of those editing, seems very expert,wkwkwkwkw :p )

100 vocabularies per day

now, i have my tuition for english for every tuesday and thursday

i began  it last  tuesday

and guess what? my teacher told me that my english is GOOD!

(bruakakaka, cuz i thought my english has already broken)

i told him it is hard for me to express into word what i think about, and he replied me that sometimes he has the same condition with me

i just need a place or an environment that support me to speak english

and he thinks that i got no problem when i am in sg, that made me feel more confident and safe

and he told me i need to memorize those vocabularies in the oxford dictionary

crazy right?? it has more than 1000 pages

how can i memorise it all since my brain is dead

he asked me to make my very own grossary vocabs, and everyday must memorise 100 vocabs, every word must have an sentence

the first day i did wrong, i didnt add the sentence, then i did it right till today

but ..the 100vocabs with sentences only exist on the second day

the rest, i made it less than 50 words +.+ cuz i found it , it is so sieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen

wkwkwkwkkw

i snapped it when i took a break
*old old patrik*

i also wore it for my mokou, but..

 it didnt fit to it, i must hold it, hahaha

btw, i have received my BLINK stamping

but it doesnt work at all TT

so sad, i spent money to buy it, and thought it will be easier for me to do nail art

but i was wrong at all !

actually it works, but u must do it with SUPER FAST, if not the picture wont stamp on your nail, and waste the polish

Polka Dot Nail & LadyBug Nail

i have done my Polka Dot nail, and here is the result 

with ring that siska bought to me :)

i changed the silver stripe into the red glitter one , i admit it look like undone nail art ><

but i will keep trying on new design, practice make better :D

and i got my salary, and i bought BLINK Stamping Nails from Diva Cresent 

i got 2 plates, 2 polish and 1 stamp scrapper, it cost 128.000 rupiah (plus shipping cost)

and the saler said it would be arrive at my place on Friday ! (tomorrow~)

i'm so excited about it ! cant wait to try it ;D

btw, last time i have draw the ladybug on my nail, but i forgot to post it :p

is it nice ??

:)

i have known something new !

as usual

staying at grandma's home

woke up during 8.00 to 09.00 am, ate my breakfast , watched my television programme, and the surfing on internet

and today i found some thing new !

hahaha, i have found the web page of harajuku street style (which i have read on i-weekly, they launched their shop in singapore, and i love the style of their cloths, hoping i can been there when i'm studying at sg) on facebook , and i found some blogger which on their page

i found a blogger named Hong Qiu Ting who appeared on channel 8 "te xie"

and i read her blog, it is very great blog, also she is a very interesting girl

after that , i foung a word callled nuffnang

she says on her blog, nuffnang bought her to hong kong disneyland, have fabulous events, awards and everyone can be the next member of nuffnang

actually i have heard several times, but i dont know what it is (SORRY, i am so out-dated and isolated)

so i checked out n wikipedia, and finally i found it 

Nuffnang is an online blog advertising community, claiming the lives of 118,817 bloggers spanning Singapore, Malaysia, Philippines and Australia

at the first, i though it was a brand of somekind beauty product

(so stupid -.- )

well well, so i think i have been so fool for these few months cuz i have wasted my time just for watching tv and play computer ! i should be make money, enlarge my vocabulary and more innovative and perfect

and blog can do it for me (if i work hard LOL)

so that why i am writting , reading blog, that all for my purposes indeed

so hoping my blog will really help me !

amitofo !!!!

yesterday was 11/11/11
my facebook were a lot of some kind of posts and status like this :
"it's 11/11/11~ hoping bla bla. . . . " or "what a good day !! 11/11/11 ..."
well, and my bf told me that in batam we got more than hundred couple married on that day 0.0 (but i didnt saw any bride car or even the shadow, ahahah)
so it is 11/11/11 a very very good day? so how about 11/11/1111? :p
but the date is quite beautiful, in chinese, they said shuang shuang dui dui , one refers to the husband and another refers to the wife, so they will last long forever and never seperate, its kind of good sign, so many couple took this day for their marriage, but i think it would be more cooler if we got 111111 couples marriage on 11/11/11 !! hahahaha
(i think the wedding planners and hotels will have a super duper messy day !)
and i just realise that yesterday noon, i saw on my phone and and it was 11:11
that time, i directly reminded my best friend have ever told me if u saw on watch and it was 11:11, that means u are lucky, and you can wish for it !, so if 11/11/11 is lucky and good date, hoping my wish which i wish on 11/11/11 at 11:11 am will come true ! hehehehe :p

but any way wish every day goodluck as 11/11/11 :)

Polka Dot Nails

this is the next design that i am going to try

it have been a few weeks i didnt draw something on my nails

because my nails are short and while waiting them to grow longer, its also the time for my nails to take breath

i have ever read on the tv news, it said that it is not good that your nails are under polish too long, your nails cant breathe and those polish and remover will diminish your nails

and thats true, i found my nails were easily broken since i try nail art. and thats why i cut off my nails

so for those who love nail art, remember to keep your nails clean, and make sure your nails are not under cover polish for a long time, and also you can use base coat before u draw to protect your real nails :)

escape

i am going to go somewhere on the end of Febuary 2012, yeah im planning an escape or can be said as a holiday before i start my life as a poly student (almost everyday i pray for that, grabbing the hio and told to my Pek Kong and Guan Yin Goddess that : i , hermawati will be accepted by TP)

i will do something wioth my monthly wage rp 1,200,000 (thought maybe it wont be paid regularly, but a month is enough) and i want to get on a plane! Because i never experience it and it is a shame for this new era people

i got some choices

• First, Singapore  : the place that i most familiar, i will be provided a place for me to stay and foods, cuz my aunt at there, so automatically i will stay there, but it will be too unmeaningful if i choose there as my escape place, and it cost a lot
• second, Jakarta : yeah, i can be on the plane if io choose Jakarta, actually it has been a few years i badly want tovisit there, i want to see how seriously the traffic jam and the air pollution . however, it is the capital city of my country, how can i never been there for my whole life? too ridiculous. But in my whole life, oops no, in my 18 years life i got no any reason to visit there and i didnt have any chance but now, i think i have, i have 3 cousin study there, maybe it can be the excuse. But where im going to stay?? hotel? no ! im afraid being alone at hotel, im a timid person
• third, Malaysia : it is the most suitable place among my alternatives althought no need to take plane to reach there. however i can visit my besties, Augustina and others, visit their university, seeing their changes and keep in touch with my high school friends. it will be a wonderful trip !

actually i want to go to a place where i can explore, knowing more cultural, relaxmyself, beautiful scenery and a place that i wont be lost, cuz sometimes it will take some risk

few days ago, my friend post a link, and all i can say is HEAVEN!!

sorry if i am being kampongness, hahahahaha!

Flowery

hey, look at me new flower accessories, does it made me more elegant? :P
i was inspired by bubzbeauty's hair tutorial video, she used some kind of this hair accessories, and the next day i found it at mall
and after i tried at the accessories shop, i found it that it made me elegant, u just need to buy a beautiful hair clip and bundle your hair to another side and done !

                                                       *that is my lousy camera, i want a new one !*

let's escape for a while to the flower field 

they add some colours to this reality world, so why dont u enjoy it? it is a gift from God :)

with the colorful field ,a bright blue sky and some puffy clouds

dont u feel to slow down yourself and appreciate the beautiful scene?

or take nap at the vast field?

i always dream to lie down on the clouds >,< 

well i know it is impossible and silly, but just dream it !

it is nothing wrong that i daydream with that? dont take your life seriously

life is short , spend it easily , and the matter will go easily too !!

wish i can have a garden like that in the future

or take a picture with some kind of this 

 :))

source image from yahoo