REALLY SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IDK WHAT THE MEANING OF THESE ALL

*SIGH*

My Zodiac-Virgo

處女座有時很憂鬱。也許在外表上嘻嘻哈哈，

但當自己一個人的時，也許會故意找傷心的事回憶。

感嘆命運的悲慘，然後第二天再抱著飽滿的精神，面對朋友們。

那種氣氛也許是可以營造出的，悲慘給自己的脆弱找個理由，

告訴自己可以堅強，的確很堅強至少不願讓別人看到眼淚。

處女們不愛說話，外表冰冷高傲讓人無法接近。

他們似乎是天生的悲觀主義者，因為理性的完美主義，

而瞻前顧後他們總是低頭默默地自卑，卻永遠沒有害人的勇氣。

他們絕對不會在你困難的時候，離你而去。

會堅強的陪你度過難關他們在面對痛苦挫折的時候，

往往勇敢得令人佩服。

處女愛一個人的時候真的是“死了都要愛” 

充滿羅曼蒂克的愛情藏在內心深處，一但你通過考驗，

他決定付出時，壓抑的情感都將爆發出來，他會變得積極而大膽。

所以能被處女座選中的人是很幸福的，只要你是真的誠實知性負責。

那麼處女座人寧願犧牲自已也不會勉強所愛的。

處女為人知性，冷靜，理智顧全大局知性的代表

面具下處處們也是很敏感的，又多疑還超級的悲觀。

神經纖細甚至還有點神經質。

像個孩子一樣只要一感覺到不安全了，就會內心彆扭糾結。

表面看起來對很多事情都不在乎，其實內心糾結得要死，

需要別人哄著逗著。

處女對任何事都要求過高，極其挑剔。

但實際上處女本身也是最沒底，最矛盾的人。

外表強悍到沒人真正敢融入進去，他需要很多關愛。

需要有一份堅定的安全感來鞏固內心的不安。

處女最大的毛病就是缺乏安全感。

就因為常年把自己保護得死死的，

處女內心就是希望有一個人能看穿他全部的脆弱。

喜歡在傷心的時候，聽傷心的歌。

喜歡在開心的時候，和在乎的人分享常常口是心非。

想拒絕卻開不了口，朋友挺多，但懂的不多。

不喜歡主動聯繫別人，但絕不是不在乎。

不喜歡欠別人，也不喜歡別人欠自己。

很安靜也可以很瘋。

不要覺得他沒心沒肺，他只是對很多事看得很開。

處女的情緒，來自內心深處。

所以一旦發洩出來，就會像火山爆發一樣一發不可收拾。

所以處女需要與了解自己的人在一起，

這樣才可以每隔一段時間就抒發一下自己的心事，

把悶在心裡頭的不愉快全部掏空。

對處女而言，抱怨是有益健康的。

請愛處女的人接受他偶爾吐吐苦水發發牢騷

so fit to me, wth

and every quotes say that virgo is born to be pessimist one

but i also found :

处女座:代表幸福

virgo represent HAPPINESS

Windy Christmas Day

probably in some countries like america, japan or somewhere else are snowy, but in my city , it was windy for all the day ! and last night it was a rainy christmas eve

but it wont affect me too much, cuz i dont celebrate christmas, hahaha

i suppose to be at singapore for today and yesterday with dewi and him, but my holiday had been cancelled cuz he was sick. 

we want to go there indeed to feel the festive atmosphere at orchard! but also lucky we arent there, cuz i am sure it will be loaded by people and stuck on the road (last last year i haveexperiene it with my cousins, the light was awesome but it was tired ! but i think we have some thing like took a bus it will be better)

so this is what i do at the xmas eve :

yes ! nail art again, hahaha

i redo the design from cutepolish, i just LOVE her design especially this 

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candycanee! HAHAHA

and among my 5 fingers, the most satify and most perfect one is my thumb!

do you think so? :p

(cuz the other the stripes are too thick and the angle was different between another one)

BLINK Stamping Nail Art

as u know i have bought the BLINK Stamping Nail Art before, and finally, it works !!

this is the third time i tried for it, because at the first it didnt stamp nicely on my nails

hahahaha

so i am super happy cuz i can do my nail art easily and fast now

i bought it from NailArtDecoration (u also can visit them on facebook, Diva Cresent Shop)

they sold the original polish and all are in the ready stock so u dont needto wait for 2-4 weeks (this is also the reason why i visit there for shopping again)

and if you want to find about the nail stuff, they are really complete from the nail care, polish and also the tools, and they also have the tutorial about the product which really good for the beginners like me, 

i choose m63 and m44 as the plate and pick the black and purple for the polish, actually i didnt buy the whole basic kit, i bought the promotion one which have 2 plate, 2 special polish, 1 stamp and 1 scrapper , it only costed Rp108.000,- they also gave me the free clear top coat

i think the plate holder is not really needed , so thats why i choose the promotion one, more affordable for me :p

so i am gonna tell u, how to use the BLINK Stamping Nail Art and some reason why the design cant stamp nicely on the nails ( i believe some ppl met the diffuculties when use it, or if only me, so that means i stupid lo, HAHAHAHA) and also u can create some creative design with some techniques

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so lets start!

 1.First, u must keep your nails clean ( u just can do it with remover, but dont use the oily remover, cuz last time i use the remover contain the milk and it didnt work), if your nails are oily it wont work. And dont forget to clean your stamp and the plate with remover too.

2. Second, use the base coat to protect your nails from polish, and paint the solid pink to your nail (actually is up to u, but here i am using pink , or u even can stamp on the nail directly without any base color)

3. Then prepare the plate, choose which design u gonna stamp it, and here i choose the dots one

okay it is blur, i dont own a good camera TT

apply  the special polish evenly to the plate

then

scrap it !

remember when u scrap it, your scrapper is on the 45 degree 

then use the stamp , to get your design

stamp it on your nail

(after u stamp it u can use your finger to push the edge of your nail to keep the design nicely)

maybe sometime u will find it is hard to transfer the design to your nail or u cant stamp on the right position, but u can do it easily by rotating the scrapper throught your finger, it doesnt a matter if the design stamp on the side of your nail, just remove it later with the polish remover using cotton, moreover practice make perfect :)

4. Finally, add the top coat to add the shines and protect the design from chipping away

how? it is nice?

come and quick get this funky design on your nails with the BLINK Stamping Nail Art for this season

if u still dont really clear, just click HERE for the video tutorial :)

and have another technique that i think is easy for u

u can sponge the polish to the tip of your nail ( u can use 2 colour to made the contrast)

it will create some cool effects, after that, stamp the design on the tip of your nail then add some fimo

and it also cute! try it !

study diary ep1

she cant express her own feeling in a succint way. in the past, she used to be a gregarious person. but now she only spends her days with sedentary activities.it was caused by a reprobate woman, the woman incited everyone to hurt her. it crushed widely in her heart, just like an epidemic, leave the impact though it was over.

she thinks and is in a contemplative mood. finally, she decides she must behave integrity to herself and becomes more meticulous in choosing friends. she must prompt herself to do something ingenious, no longer wasting time in the awful memories in order to change or begin a new life. though she is in the impecunious condition and will having a lot of difficulties in future

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what i am feeling now

Memorable Anniversary ♥

so still remember about my editing stuff? hahaha

so actually i made this

haha, i folded the hearts and strawberry , so thats why i called it HEARTFULLY STRAWBERRY JAM, HAHAHAHA (so mushy :p)

so it is how it looks like at the end

quite cute isnt it? hahaha

btw, the black rope , i using the tissue and use the black spidol to colour it, hahhaha

come to the next day (sunday)

actually our anniversary is first december

but  it was on Thursday, i got the tuition and he couldnt drive car, so we decide to celebrate on Sunday

this is me after make up, dressed up and setted up hair

my hair looked nice, but when i stepped out my room it always turns messy

no matter how i arrange it and put how many wax (haiiih)

then he pick me at my home

guess what? i made this for me

STRAWBERRY DIP CHOCOLATE !!!

(which he made for me on vday)

i always ask him to made again, because, he doesnt let me know what chocolate he used

and finally he made again !!! HAHAHAHA

i was super excited and happy

it looks delicious under the sunshine, hahahhaha

i usually keep the box that he gave me, but i dont know how to keep it cuz he wrote the words on the cardbox, and i also cant wash it =.=

we went to MegaMall to watch PussInBoots (i really love it ><)

it really is a good and fun movie to watch

when i wacthed the movie , i also ate the strawberries XD

it is he when driving the car

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after watching the movies we decided go to obonk for our dinner

at the first , we planned go to the bus restaurant ( i dont know the name) but in this impecurious state, we went to obonk in the end, hahaha

and guees what again? i have another present !

and i was so excited with the present while he hardly move out from the carpark and i didnt notice there is a car behind us 

i really thought that he didnt prepare anything, he aroused me to think that he didnt care a lot

here the picture we took at obonk

so dark

both of us wear glasses

it is the scenery of batam

he had ever brought me on vday, and it absolutely impressed me, i never thought Batam has the beautiful scene

but this time it didnt so pretty :( they are so dark
this is the most dissapointing one
last time i could see the Pasifik Hotel 's lamps
and it was just like a ship at the galaxy, it was a MIRACULOUS view

maybe they turn off many lamps, hahahaha
but nevermind :) that scene has saved in my mind permanently
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this is the card he made for me

u mad?? HAHAHAHA

this is the part that i fond most because..

i can be flipped out, hahahah, how creative he is


i took the photo when i arrived home

that is an photo album
the reason why he gave me photo album because once a time, when we walk around in gramedia, we saw many that kind of photo albums, and they really impressed us, the design is so creative, and it was made in Indonesia ! (proud of that)
and he told me, we can buy one of them, and fill in with our memories, hahaha
and at the first i want to made for him a suprising box that can be a photo album too
we got the same thought >,<


i really thnks to him, he gave me all i want
THANKS FOR THE MEMORABLE ANNIVERSARY ♥