nice quote that i stole from my fb friend

领悟到的

只要珍惜现在，放开过去　。。。　就能有更多的回忆去回忆

meet friends

yesterday i hanged out with agus n irovi

agus came back to Batam for only 1 weeks so we met each other

unfortunately, we just met for about 3 hours ++

so sad, she needed to go to harbour bay to help her aunt's shop

here are some photos we took rushly

(took with irovi's phone) and i am so round at everyphoto T.T

looks supeeer fat beside agus /.\

the pretty besties :)

with meong :)

i hope next time we can meet longer  :D

♥

tmrw is Chinese New Year !

so tonight will have a reunion dinner for every family

my mom and i have prepared everything

and ready to eat the steamboat at anytime !

i cant wait any longer, im hungry ! but it seems like we will start the dinner at 7 pm

:/

oya, i got a new bag from him

thanks a lot , i like it so much, moreover it is not really expensive

♥

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2012!

hoping everyone will get more angpao than last year :)

i have received the email from TP

and it told me that my application status has been updated

and the result is . . .

unsuccessful

which means . . . 

I DO NOT BE ACCEPTED BY TP !!!

hiks, what a dissapointed and a sad announcement result

i thought i will study at there, and everything was going so beautiful in my mind, yes, just in my mind

either my mom felt a pity, well maybe my marks is not enough to compare with other or im just not lucky, or mei yuan fen

 he said  "God is guiding u to the best road by eliminating another"

(hoping this is not from 9gag)

so i will began everything in rp

actually being rejected by tp or study at rp is not the point

the point is from simei to woodlands is sooooo far :(

90% i will lodge in my aunt's house, which is located at simei

but my mom considers whether i should stay, near the school? or still in my aunt' s house?

(cuz if i stay at my aunt's house, the fee still can be nego, but if i lodge at outside??? $500 per month is not sufficient)

but nevermind just forget it,cuz it will be the problem later, so just think it later :p

many of my relatives said that RP  is a good poly also (actually i felt all have the best quality cuz all of those are from  goverment) and my cousin said distance is not a BIG problem, "now we got circle line whaat"

and as a foreign student, it is what i must go through i think

"because we want to study at here, we must put double efforts on it"

said my cousin

i agree with that, maybe people will think that why u want to choose this? u have another path that is easier for u, why u pick the harder one?

my answer is 

i just pursue what i want

this is what i dream about, what i think about , and what i want about

there is no other specific reason

every person has the right to chase / to be what she/he wants

i know in the future i will face up with so many matters, especially connected with the money

soo now my the only purpose of me is making money by my blog

if u know how, comment below and let me know ! hahahahaha

i  read those famous blog

they are being sponsored by soo many things, and most importanly they got the income !

i want to be like that ! so i can afford my life fee with myself !

 i know i am burdening my parents :(

so i think this is the most efficient way to solve the my problem

but, i still dont know how to make it . . .

HAHAHAHAHA

Nail Art Sticker

well, during these festive Desember-January

christmas-newyeareve-newyear-chinesenewyear! (yeay)

some of the nailartobsessed (ex : me) or pretty pretty ladies , of course want their nails are pretty  or being pampered

buut..

we will lack of time to do kind of that things or  in an impecunious condition to buy new polish or even u dont have any idea to get your design

these are also the difficulties that i meet

but dont worry! we still have a way to get rid of these

and it is a nail art sticker!

maybe u will think this little thing is imperceptible-useless-wastedmoney

NO! wrong!

with this imperceptible-useless-wastedmoney thing, u can create the very cute and nice design on your nail in a short time !

moreover it is SUPER EASY!

i believe u guys will like it 

it is the time for u to get creative :)

i also stick some sticker on my nails

so this is the result :

my thumb :)

punky style ? hahahha

okay, i admit i am not creative at all ! hahaha so forgive me

btw, i do my tips with the tape

it always is a clean and easiest way to get the french nails

TIPS : get the sticker with tweezer, cuz they are tiny and easy to torn

:)

and last thanks to DivaCresentShop who sent me the sticker

kindly visit their Facebook

Fish

my mom decided to put some fishes in our empty aquarium again

so yesterday, i and my mom went to the petshop which is near our home

then we bought fishes, 8 gold-orange-white and 1 black

and they are so cuuuuuuuuuuuuuteee >m<

well actually they are the common lucky fishes 

but i dont know, i just feel happy when they are in my home now, and by watching they swim, my mood feel really good

they are round , big-tummies, exuberant,and have the beautiful tails

and today i sat in front of the aquarium for about 20 minutes

and i found out one of them is not really active, it just stop in the corner while others are swimming

hm..maybe it seperated from its friends/family/lover

and the black one is really cool, it moves slowly and not rush like others

the black one has a beautiful eyes but not really easy to get notice to its eyes cuz it all is black

hahahaha

yeay yeay yeay

2 weeks again it is Chinese New Year !

 this year no one feel really excited for this, everything is so slow . . . from cleaning house. . . tidy up my room. . .  making the new year cookies.. embellish the house so that it will feel the new year atmosphere ( in my memories all of that were doing so quickly in past)   i am just excited about my how much amount i will get in this year and wearing my new clothes! (cuz i really love this year outfits and most of them i got it cheapy!)

but one thing made me worry is . .  i gain weight for these past half year

it is caused by i have no job no school (and also i am indolent to move more)

until now i am still waiting for the announcement of my future ( sigh)

i have tried to lose weight but i gained more weight eventually

T.T

so anyone have the tips and secret to diet for me??

also i feel mundane of this life, i thought it will change better after i have tuition

but. . . my teacher's car is broken last month... and until now it hasnt been fixed up, and i text my teacher when it will be done for twice time, and he didnt reply me at all  -_-

and by now, it is already January,  i am getting more excited plus little bit petrified about my future

cuz it is January, then CNY, then Febuary (vday), then March, then it is April lo! then i will starting to live in sg ! (and between Febuary and March i will know which school i will go), and then i dont know how much money my parents must pay out, and i dont know whether they can afford it or not, if cant? borrow from relatives, then how about the next day, next month, next semester , next year?

will my plan go smoothly as i thought? (having income from blog) will i understand the english that the lecture/friends/senior say??? what if i cant follow the class?? what if i cant find part time job? or even i cant do part time job cuz i cant handle the study? moreover by the next time i go back to batam, maybe i wont sleep at my own room and see my house again cuz probably my family will move out in this August

omg. . . i dont how to express this feeling, i just always pray for that everyday

and my friends have already started their college life/ get job..  i need to wait these all for about 9 months

and i have wasted the 6 months already O.o

i started to feel must to do something.. but it was too LATE already

hahaha, but at least i have do something like improve my english, writing blog, and found out many things that is informative and useful (for a short time) hahahha

anyway, i just hope everything will go as i thought and as i want

HAHAHAHA

wish me GOODLUCK!

2012

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012!!!

yes ! a whole new year!

must have an new spirit, new ambition !

i didnt get into the crowds in the last hours , minutes , seconds of 2011

i went to sg from 29-31dec along with my grandma, aunt and my mama

i bought a lot of cheap stuffs there HOHO~

but i think i could get more than these, but because the limited time and i must accompany my grandma

i have bought :

1. a lovely red dress which cost $12

2. 2 cardigans (blue heart printed and black) each cost @10

3. 3pcs of hair clip for $5

4.rings and hairbands which is 3pcs@$5

5. 2 baggages from OG, the small one cost $68 and the big one $78 they were from pierre cardin

6. pierre cardin bras which is 2 for $18

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i was in my grandma 's house for BBQ party, i was invited by my cousin who just came back from jakarta

he told me it was also class reunion, so i joined them, but in the end . . . i am the only girl

=.=

but nvm i have siska and my grandma, hahaha! i dont need to cook, just wait , and they automatically gave the foods to me

after that they went out, of course i was going home

and i reached home at 11 

and he came to accompany me, and we counted down together
but after countdown he went back to his party at his friend's house and i get back to sleep

(why it seems so pathetic??)

wkwkwk

but it also great what, no need to drive to somewhere else to see the firework 

my home was the best place to see the view and firework of batam

i can see firework from harbour bay, planet holiday, panorama, pasifik palace, nagoya and also other firework by other people at once

so that means when it was 12 am the firework light together

suprising right?

he fonded of the firework, but i am so suprise with it cuz i have seen this for every years !

but i swear it is really BEAUTIFUL and FABULOUS!!

well wishing everyone have a LUCKY and HEALTHY 2012 !