i have received the email from TP

and it told me that my application status has been updated

and the result is . . .

unsuccessful

which means . . . 

I DO NOT BE ACCEPTED BY TP !!!

hiks, what a dissapointed and a sad announcement result

i thought i will study at there, and everything was going so beautiful in my mind, yes, just in my mind

either my mom felt a pity, well maybe my marks is not enough to compare with other or im just not lucky, or mei yuan fen

 he said  "God is guiding u to the best road by eliminating another"

(hoping this is not from 9gag)

so i will began everything in rp

actually being rejected by tp or study at rp is not the point

the point is from simei to woodlands is sooooo far :(

90% i will lodge in my aunt's house, which is located at simei

but my mom considers whether i should stay, near the school? or still in my aunt' s house?

(cuz if i stay at my aunt's house, the fee still can be nego, but if i lodge at outside??? $500 per month is not sufficient)

but nevermind just forget it,cuz it will be the problem later, so just think it later :p

many of my relatives said that RP  is a good poly also (actually i felt all have the best quality cuz all of those are from  goverment) and my cousin said distance is not a BIG problem, "now we got circle line whaat"

and as a foreign student, it is what i must go through i think

"because we want to study at here, we must put double efforts on it"

said my cousin

i agree with that, maybe people will think that why u want to choose this? u have another path that is easier for u, why u pick the harder one?

my answer is 

i just pursue what i want

this is what i dream about, what i think about , and what i want about

there is no other specific reason

every person has the right to chase / to be what she/he wants

i know in the future i will face up with so many matters, especially connected with the money

soo now my the only purpose of me is making money by my blog

if u know how, comment below and let me know ! hahahahaha

i  read those famous blog

they are being sponsored by soo many things, and most importanly they got the income !

i want to be like that ! so i can afford my life fee with myself !

 i know i am burdening my parents :(

so i think this is the most efficient way to solve the my problem

but, i still dont know how to make it . . .

HAHAHAHAHA